Sunday, December 6, 2009

unfair

life..... is....... not....... fair.........????????

life's not fair............?? i'm struggling with this statement today.

right now, to me, life is not fair. why do i feel this pain, and why was i the one hurt, and why do i have these questions that will never be answered? why do i wish for things and want things that will not come true? what will it take for me to bring everything to the cross? i want to see it finished and complete.. but do i, really? why aren't i then? do i perhaps not really want to go to the cross? where is Jesus? i want a better environment but i'm kinda stuck where i am right now. no place to go even if i wanted to leave. not sure. just really sure about being unsure.

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