kick

i would like to tear down the walls.

i'm feeling a little violent today... haha. sometimes i get these urges to physically hurt something to release bad energy from my system or something.... sounds kinda crazy, but it happens. and i'm not really one to blow up or get angry, at all! but there are just a handful of people whom i'd like to slap across the face........ just ONCE....... please. slap or punch. or kick. in the shin. hard... :)

it's unfortunate that i feel this way, but i do. and i'd like to justify it by adding that, the people i'd like to kick in the face are ones who have kicked my face without realizing it....oh ... so funny.

there must be a way to handle this in a healthy manner.. and i know there is. but sometimes i feel like we (stupid sinners) don't know any better and choose to go on the rockier, darker route to get to where we might need to be later... when in fact, there was a pre-made path set from the start.

bla bla blAH!! it's 3am and this whole sleeping past 3am thing is not something i want to keep up..... perhaps that's why i am so.... feeling unfortunate right now. :)