anniversary

there are so many things that i WANT but don't NEED and cannot really afford.... well.... i take that back - i suppose i could whip out a credit card and max it out if i really wanted to, but i'm not the type to really splurge. but for some reason, i have this real craving to spend some money. why does it happen to be when i am unemployed and nordstrom's anniversary sale is going on? why, why, why?

i also wish there were more bus routes from my home to seattle... er, seattle university in particular. it's a drag to wake up 2 hours early before class to commute on the hot bus ride only to transfer in the middle of downtown to get TO class. and you're restricted by all these time charts and have a silent curfew.

i think i'm in complain-mode because i'm broke and want to shop. but sometimes you have to bite your lip and keep it in - BECAUSE IT'S NOT NECESSARY......... this is what i will say to myself...

but the other side of me says, you only live once.