last night/this morning i slept over at my best friend sara's house because her parents went away for the weekend and she was just recently experiencing "gawee," or, a type of sleep paralysis that has to deal with a spiritual encounter with satan as well. i slept next to her so that maybe i could "pray the hell outta her" if it were to happen again, but little did i know, i experienced my first encounter about 20 minutes ago from now.
i was half-awake, and i was actually trying to look over to see whether sara was doing okay because i felt something in me that she wasn't. as i tried to turn over, i was paralyzed and could not move my body- i couldn't even speak or let anything come out of my mouth. the first thoughts that came to mind were to repeat "help sara, help sara" because i think i was in a state of shock and didn't know what else to say.... i was meaning to pray, though. which i did after i "unfroze." but this lasted for no more than probably 30 seconds, but it was enough to let me know that there is a God, He is real, and so is satan.
that's why i'm still awake, because i don't want to go back to that paralyzed fear, where i felt a lot of weight pressing against me so that i just could not physically move. i tried to scream out something, but nothing but my own breath came out - absolutely no sound.
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