one year

i started this blog one year ago (april 15, 2009). time flies.

so much can happen within 24 hours - but imagine the change you go through in one year.

i know i just need to knock for the door to open, but i just don't know which door to knock, how loud or soft to knock, when a good time would be, and if i even really want to know what's on the other side of that door...

is it fear that brings you to your knees? and what kind of fear is that?

i'm almost 22 years old but i don't feel a day past 2 sometimes.