today was eventful. i shed tears of... sadness and joy. i'm realizing that people i am attached to are soon leaving. relationships that i thought would/could take another step, are coming to a halt. change is coming, and i am super excited to see what the heck God has in store. i am excited, yet a bit in mourning because of the absence of beautiful smiles on Sunday morning.
that, and i am also going to declare... here on my lonely but lovely blog, that i am about to make the most out of my singleness. for as long as i'm single, i am about to accomplish some great things on my own under God's guidance, so that i can better equip my future husband, whom i am praying for now.
God, thank you for giving answers and for speaking to those who seek you earnestly. thank you, God, for being so patient with me.
they say, when one door shuts, another opens. in my case, i'd like to think that i am on a journey to discover all the doors in my life. i want to experience shutting and opening them as i move forward, focused on the prize that awaits me.
all i can say, is, "Ok, God." and follow. i'm in a bit of a mess right now. God, ease my heart... give me peace and understanding and j o y... help me want to seek... desperately. destroy me.
1 comment:
thank you, thank you. i'm glad to hear that you were challenged as well.
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