stressful sundays

why is it that the day of rest is the most stressful of the week for me? sundays drain me, and instead of feeling well-rested, i feel restless.

i feel like i am at a dead end. the things i want to do, i feel like i cant, or i give myself excuses as to why it won't work. as if my dreams and aspirations will never be fulfilled.

i want to move! i want to get out of here. i need new people in my life. a new environment.