I was feeling quite lost for about 15 seconds just a little bit ago, while sitting on my bed. I was doing mindless things on the Internet, the regular Facebooking, checking up on fashion blogs, reading news headlines.. then all of a sudden, I just got lost. Within that brief moment, I didn't know who I was or where I wanted to go next, and if I had a "good" future ahead of me. I know that plans are already in the works for my life, but it's really hard to believe that when there are no immediate plans in front of me. It's quite confusing when you think about the future, and sometimes, you start to lose yourself.
A lot can happen within the blink of an eye. My eyes started to water, but I stopped and stared at nothing. The water in my eyes dried up. And now I'm back to normal. :)
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
milestones
i accomplished a couple of BIG DEAL type things over the weekend.
1. i did something that i said i would not do... i got over it though (this past weekend) and now, i deem this as having passed a milestone in my life.
2. i did something that i said i would do 5 years ago: i've begun the process of exit and transition from my church of over ten years. when i shared this news with a handful of people, i felt like a burden had been lifted off of my chest.
both said and done- i can breathe a little easier now. though the air is a bit different, i think i can get used to it. i'll have to, anyway.
1. i did something that i said i would not do... i got over it though (this past weekend) and now, i deem this as having passed a milestone in my life.
2. i did something that i said i would do 5 years ago: i've begun the process of exit and transition from my church of over ten years. when i shared this news with a handful of people, i felt like a burden had been lifted off of my chest.
both said and done- i can breathe a little easier now. though the air is a bit different, i think i can get used to it. i'll have to, anyway.
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